As I sit here, I think about all of the things that have happened to me recently. I would say I am in a “different” state-of-mind where I am very pessimistic about the future. I have a job where I am not challenged, not using any of my degrees, and am constantly bored with the current expectations and duties. I am also trying to cope with being single, which is a lot harder than I expected. I sit here alone, and when I mean alone, I mean that it’s me and dogs since Casey went on another vacation (I think he’s trying to set a world record on vacations). Anyhow, I just got back from my little spring break trip in Austin and found myself thinking a lot about everything. I write this post trying to get my thoughts straight as well as my ideals. What I mean by that is that I was recently thinking I should get a tattoo that says “Life” in Hebrew. It may not mean much to anyone else, but it does to me. But then I realize, will this be another thing I regret? Lately I feel as though I have let others down, as well as myself (mainly just my thoughts).
On a brighter note, I will be working on learning Ruby on Rails to not only open up an opportunity for Justin and I to move on to bigger and better things, but to make some good cash so I can afford my loans that will be burdening me soon enough. I also have a thought about changing my look, which I may link a photo to if I decide to do it.
Lastly, I just wanted everyone to download a song that has recently stuck with me (I heard it from a friend at work) ….. Artist: Shiny Toy Guns Song: Rainy Monday. Anyhow, hopefully soon I will be in a more cheerful mood and that life will be on an upturn. Hope all is going well for everyone else. Will write soon!
